Assalamualaikum wbt,beloved family and friends..
May Allah shower His blessings upon us and guide us all..
It has been a week after the submission of my third year project progress report, and I have to say that it was crazy! Knowing me, abang has reminded me to complete it during the holiday or at least make it half way through.
He said that he didn’t want me to suffer from sleepless nights, like he did, when doing his. Lucky for him, his submission was before the holiday.
I know that it might seem like I’m the lucky one, for having ample time during the winter break, but no no..I’m just not one of those who can still manage their time well during holidays, and the end result..
I submitted my report electronically,7 minutes late from the deadline, hence been penalised as a one day late submission.
The quality of the report was more disappointing. Simulation program not running at the very last minute when I needed it to run, hence no preliminary results shown.
The scarier thing is imagining my supervisor’s response upon reading the report. I have to say that I was really stressed out, just to think about it.
And yesterday, I met my personal tutor, Dr Mihai Rotaru. Told him my revision is going well, but the project is not, and I told him how worried I am. COMSOL (the multiphysics program) is just new to me, and I felt like my supervisor’s expectation is too high.
” I want to see the result! Do you not have the results yet?” kata supervisorku sehari before winter break.
Argh..Serabut! Program ni susah dong!
Sometimes I regretted my decision for taking up that project.I was never good at doing programming stuff. Initially I was given an experimental project and a different supervisor (cool guy!), but due to the fear of its effect on my foetus, I needed to gave up the project , which I reckon is easier than the one I’m doing now.
I remember the conversation I had with my so cool previous supervisor, Prof Alun Vaughn, after I told him about my pregnancy, and my concern.
I was contemplating whether to continue with his project or switch to a new supervisor,hence a different project.
” I think a modelling project is safer, but I’m not good at it.”
” Well, few higher marks is a bonus, but there’s something more important than that,” he replied, referring to my baby. Sweet kan?
Baby, although ummi rasa susah, mesti Allah has a better plan for us..
I felt better after my meeting with Mihai.
” Don’t worry too much.It’s good that u feel pressured a bit, otherwise you want have any push at all to do the work. Don’t worry if you can’t get the final results right. The more important thing is what you learned from it”.
And that is so true. I think I’ll learn nothing more than just following instructions if I took up the experimental project. Although the one I’m doing now is harder, at least I gained new knowledges. Massive ones I should say! Rugi je kalau hidup tapi tak belajar benda baru everyday kan? Although it’s a painful one. No pain, no gain!
Kenapa tulis pasal projek ni?Entahla..stress mungkin..
Exam is going to start next week. I feel ok this time, in terms of preparation. And I hope the results will be ok too!
My papers :-
19 Jan – Power System
22 Jan – Control System and design
29Jan – Operational research
Abang’s :-
22 Jan – Mechanics of Solids
26 Jan – Manufacturing of Metals
28 Jan – Automobile Systems
29 Jan – Operational Research
Selamat menjalani imtihan juga buat sahabat2 seperjuangan kami di luar sana! Jangan lupa doakan kami!
“Alhummarzuqna fahman nabiyyin, wa hifz almursalin, wa ilham almalaaikatalmuqarrabin fia’fiyatin ya arhamarrahimin”
Ya Allah, kurniakanlah kami fahaman nabi-nabi,
dan hafalan para Rasul serta mendapat ilham dari
malaikat yang hampir denganMu juga
kurniakan kami kesihatan
Wahai Allah Yang Amat Pengasih.
Di sekolah dulu, dah dilatih tiap kali cikgu masuk, lepas beri salam, baca doa..Sekarang, rasa bersalah pada diri sendiri sebab tak istiqamah..Mungkin sebab tu ilmu tak masuk..
Kawan-kawan, jangan lupa baca doa belajar!
Last but not least, I would like to congratulate Kak Maizatul Syafinaz Muhamad Subian and Hazman Hadi on their wedding..Rugi nya tak dapat datang.Kak Mai sungguh2 jelita on that day..
Here are some of the pics taken by others . Minta izin ye..
Sebak juga bila tengok gambar2 Kak Mai. She was my senior here, but graduated last year. A special girl I must say.
Lagak matcho tapi sebenarnya sangat sensitif orangnya..Suka pada anjing , ada yang dilabel comel,ada yang dilabel handsome. Sepanjang di Soton, kak Mai banyak sangat tolong..Untung Hazman Hadi dapat wife macam Kak Mai..Kak Mai,rindu ah..Akhir kata, selamat menjadi engineer TNB yang berjaya..Hehe..
Ramai juga kawan2 lain yang sudah dan akan mendirikan rumahtangga. Tahniah buat Iwa dan suami, Hanin Hamdan dan suami, Kak Farhana dan suami, dan Iryani dan bakal suami. Kalau ada yang terlepas pandang,ampun ya..
Tahniah dan doa juga buat sahabatku yang tersayang, Atiqah Azam yang akan due, tak silap 24 Januari ni.Isteri Sob, Yapma pun dah nak bersalin.Februari tak silap. Moga Allah permudakan urusan kedua-dua pasangan ni yang semuanya masih belajar lagi..
Oh, semalam si kecil dalam perut ni gerak banyak sangat.Sampai kagum kami berdua. Abang nampak excited sangat.Ummi pun tak tahu kenapa baby tiba-tiba aktif semacam. Sampai kadang-kadang dia buat macam wave pulak kat perut ummi dia..The movements were so obvious. Can be seen and felt, by not even touching the tummy. Cepat2 besar ye sayang..
Alright, it’s revision time! Take care folks!
Assalamualaikum wbt





















