Exam is coming!

Assalamualaikum wbt,beloved family and friends..

May Allah shower His blessings upon us and guide us all..

It has been a week after the submission of my third year project progress report, and I have to say that it was crazy! Knowing me, abang has reminded me to complete it during the holiday or at least make it half way through.

He said that he didn’t want me to suffer from sleepless nights, like he did, when doing his. Lucky for him, his submission was before the holiday.

I know that it might seem like I’m the lucky one, for having ample time during the winter break, but no no..I’m just not one of those who can still manage their time well during holidays, and the end result..

I submitted my report electronically,7 minutes late from the deadline, hence been penalised as a one day late submission.

The quality of the report was more disappointing. Simulation program not running at the very last minute when I needed it to run, hence no preliminary results shown.

The scarier thing is imagining my supervisor’s response upon reading the report. I have to say that I was really stressed out, just to think about it.

And yesterday, I met my personal tutor, Dr Mihai Rotaru. Told him my revision is going well, but the project is not, and I told him how worried I am.  COMSOL (the multiphysics program) is just new to me, and I felt like my supervisor’s expectation is too high.

” I want to see the result! Do you not have the results yet?” kata supervisorku sehari before winter break.

Argh..Serabut! Program ni susah dong!

Sometimes I regretted my decision for taking up that project.I was never good at doing programming stuff. Initially I was given an experimental project and a different supervisor (cool guy!), but due to the fear of its effect on my foetus, I needed to gave up the project , which I reckon is easier than the one I’m doing now.

I remember the conversation I had with my so cool previous supervisor, Prof Alun Vaughn, after I told him about my pregnancy, and my concern.

I was contemplating whether to continue with his project or switch to a new supervisor,hence a different project.

” I think a modelling project is safer, but I’m not good at it.”

” Well, few higher marks is a bonus, but there’s something more important than that,” he replied, referring to my baby. Sweet kan?

Baby, although ummi rasa susah, mesti Allah has a better plan for us..

I felt better after my meeting with Mihai.

” Don’t worry too much.It’s good that u feel pressured a bit, otherwise you want have any push at all to do the work. Don’t worry if you can’t get the final results right. The more important thing is what you learned from it”.

And that is so true. I think I’ll learn nothing more than just following instructions if I took up the experimental project. Although the one I’m doing now is harder, at least I gained new knowledges. Massive ones I should say! Rugi je kalau hidup tapi tak belajar benda baru everyday kan? Although it’s a painful one. No pain, no gain!

Kenapa tulis pasal projek ni?Entahla..stress mungkin..

Exam is going to start next week. I feel ok this time, in terms of preparation. And I hope the results will be ok too!

My papers :-

19 Jan – Power System

22 Jan – Control System and design

29Jan – Operational research

Abang’s :-

22 Jan – Mechanics of Solids

26 Jan – Manufacturing of Metals

28 Jan – Automobile Systems

29 Jan – Operational Research

Selamat menjalani imtihan juga buat sahabat2 seperjuangan kami di luar sana! Jangan lupa doakan kami!

“Alhummarzuqna fahman nabiyyin, wa hifz almursalin, wa ilham almalaaikatalmuqarrabin fia’fiyatin ya arhamarrahimin”

Ya Allah, kurniakanlah kami fahaman nabi-nabi,
dan hafalan para Rasul serta mendapat ilham dari
malaikat yang hampir denganMu juga
kurniakan kami kesihatan
Wahai Allah Yang Amat Pengasih.

Di sekolah dulu, dah dilatih tiap kali cikgu masuk, lepas beri salam, baca doa..Sekarang, rasa bersalah pada diri sendiri sebab tak istiqamah..Mungkin sebab tu ilmu tak masuk..

Kawan-kawan, jangan lupa baca doa belajar!

Last but not least, I would like to congratulate Kak Maizatul Syafinaz Muhamad Subian and Hazman Hadi on their wedding..Rugi nya tak dapat datang.Kak Mai sungguh2 jelita on that day..

Here are some of the pics taken by others . Minta izin ye..

Dia terima nikahnya..

Isn't she gorgeous?

Upacara standard suap menyuap.Mr Hazman Hadi, jaga kak Mai baik2 tau..

The lovely couple, with Ustaz Hasrizal

Sebak juga bila tengok gambar2 Kak Mai. She was my senior here, but graduated last year. A special girl I must say.

Lagak matcho tapi sebenarnya sangat sensitif orangnya..Suka pada anjing , ada yang dilabel comel,ada yang dilabel handsome. Sepanjang di Soton, kak Mai banyak sangat tolong..Untung Hazman Hadi dapat wife macam Kak Mai..Kak Mai,rindu ah..Akhir kata, selamat menjadi engineer TNB yang berjaya..Hehe..

Ramai juga kawan2 lain yang sudah dan akan mendirikan rumahtangga. Tahniah buat Iwa dan suami, Hanin Hamdan dan suami, Kak Farhana dan suami, dan Iryani dan bakal suami. Kalau ada yang terlepas pandang,ampun ya..

Tahniah dan doa juga buat sahabatku yang tersayang, Atiqah Azam yang akan due, tak silap 24 Januari ni.Isteri Sob, Yapma pun dah nak bersalin.Februari tak silap. Moga Allah permudakan urusan kedua-dua pasangan ni yang semuanya masih belajar lagi..

Oh, semalam si kecil dalam perut ni gerak banyak sangat.Sampai kagum kami berdua. Abang nampak excited sangat.Ummi pun tak tahu kenapa baby tiba-tiba aktif semacam. Sampai kadang-kadang dia buat macam wave pulak kat perut ummi dia..The movements were so obvious. Can be seen and felt, by not even touching the tummy.  Cepat2 besar ye sayang..

Alright, it’s revision time! Take care folks!

Assalamualaikum wbt

Kek Lapis?

Assalamualaikum WBT

Mak dah ada online business sendiri!

Antara yang mak offer, kek lapis, simpul serunding and kerepek seaweed.

http://adihomemade.blogspot.com/

Jom2!

Life Lesson #1

Assalamualaikum WBT

My dearest sayang,

No Pain No Gain

The motto is an exercise motto by an actress, Jane Fonda who produced series of aerobic exercise videos in 1982. The meaning is clear, no pain no gain. The concept is rather simple, when you exercise, when you feel there is no pain anywhere on your muscles, you know you are not exercising correctly, thus not gaining anything out of it.

We all walk through this

Similarly in life, we experience pain, regardless of how we define and see what pain is.

We always want to question ourselves

when we live our life too easily with no pain coming, are we actually gaining anything with the way we live now?

I have suffered a lot of pain in life, tiny and huge pain both. KMB for instance had damaged me physically and mentally, kidding… but kinda. hehe.. but in the end, I survived and everything is fine now. Nevertheless I learn a lot about people and myself through this short period of pain.

Knowing oneself is a good thing. I believe, only one who knows himself knows God.

Of course, we always have the choice ‘to live life easy’ (a great quote for lazy bums), and it’s always fun living in such way. But will we be able to gain as much as living life with a little pain?

Pain in Naruto makes pain so complicated

Why not take the challenge of ‘pain’, suffer temporarily and actually gain something out of it?

Solat jemaah is a pain (to some).

But why not suffer the ‘pain’ temporarily, go solat jemaat and get 27times greater reward than solat sorang2. You’ll never know how this can help you later in the hereafter.

4 years of MEng is a LOT of pain! but why not experience this little 4-year pain and graduate with flying colours, get a good job and do good to yourself and your abi and ummi? =)

Always keep this in mind, pain is ALWAYS temporary. (Long pain is utter rubbish and mostly related to heart broken love story thing. In this matter, just learn how to forgive and you’ll be fine.) At the end of the day, the gain is way too sweet in comparison to the short pain.

Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya…

(al-Baqarah: 286)

Allah tells us to believe Pain is something that we can endure and you must believe in Allah’s words. Always believe. For every suffering/pain we’re facing, at the end of the day, we will eventually GAIN something out of it. Cause as Muslims, we’re no losers. We are always the winner. We just need to work and believe.

Grow well and be strong! We might have not met but Abi and Ummi are always so proud of you. =)

Lots of love,

Abi

For the rest of my life..

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Happy Jum’ah all..

It’s been a while since I last dedicated a song to abang, which was quite a habit of mine, before..

Found some beautiful lyrics by Maher Zain few days ago, and would like to dedicate those words to you, dear zauji..(with some alterations).

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know
You`ve opened my heart

I was always thinking that love was wrong

But everything was changed when you came along
And there’s a couple words I want to say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you.loving you
For the rest of my life
Through days and night
I`ll thank Allah for opening my eyes
Now and forever I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my man, and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together eternally
Now I find myself so strong
Everything changed when you came along

And there’s  couple words I want to say

I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
Infront of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally
I know that deep in my heart..

I’ll love you eternally sayang..

This song was actually written for a wife, so to husbands out there, you might  find this song helpful?

New home

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Ku doakan para sahabat dan ahli keluarga berada dalam kesihatan dan rahmat Allah swt.

Harini ke Portsmouth dengan Kak Ju and Syahmi.Selama 3 years di Soton, inilah first time aku dan abang ke sana..Best juga, factory outlet lah katakan..

Semalam aku dan abang di Soton saja untuk Boxing Day ( Hari yang ada SALE besar2an kat seluruh UK)..Satu hari berjalan, abang tak dapat ape2..but I managed to grab some good maternity wear, with a discount of 75% each..Alhamdulillah.Abang setialah menanti di depan pintu fitting room untuk bagi comment.Thank you abang for your patience, and time..Mesti Allah bagi pahala yang besar kat abang..

Sebenarnya, malam ni tekad, kena blogging juga sebab dah lama cakap dekat adik yang bongsu, Elin, yang angahnya yang seorang ni, nak tunjuk gambar rumah baru dan kereta kami kat sini,memandangkan Elin dah sain kontrak nak jadi ‘orang gaji’ for 3 months lepas SPM nanti..Hehe..Yelah tu..

We used to be living in a university accomodation.Very near to the uni,quite cozy, with perfect facilities, but we thought that a more spacious home would be better, famili pun leh datang,hence the new one.

So here goes..

living room

living room 2

Nampak tak photographer nya?

The kitchen

Nama dia, Qaswa'

Ciku, gambar-gambar yang angah tunjuk ni tak seratus peratus benar tau. But in case you are wondering where and what kind of place you’ll be living in for those 3 months, I think this will help..So, amacam?Pas x? And harapnya, Qaswa’ masih hidup dengan sihat dan ligat masa Elin datang nanti..Huhu.

Oh, I have some photos taken after we have just moved in.Hehe.Dah lama nak upload, tapi tak buat2.

Buka puasa, Ramadhan 2009

Gambar kat atas ni diambil masa mula-mula pindah dulu.Perabot semua tak de lagi.Mujur ada meja picnic yang abang beli di Carboot sale.Berjasa juga meja ni.

The unpacked luggages

The caption says it all =p

The house is rented unfurnished, so we needed to spend a bit on the furniture and some other stuff.Alhamdulillah now we are settling down well here..Although it’s a bit exhausting to climb up to the third floor,I’m doing good so far, and hope will do in the future. It will be quite a challenge when I’m 7 to 9 month pregnant, I reckon, but abang boleh dukung la kot?Haha..

I have got my second date with my sweetheart last week, Alhamdulillah..Praise be to Allah..

I have to say that I was amazed by the technology  but that can’t beat my amazement upon looking at our baby, a starting to a human’s life..Hebatnya Allah..

Grow up well ye sayang..

Sekarang dia rajin gerak2 dalam perut umi dia..Bila dia senyap je, umi dia rasa rindu..Tapi dia tak mahu geng sangat dengan abi dia..Kan abang kan? =)

Tak sabar nak jumpa dia..Moga Allah beri kekuatan pada dia dan aku untuk bertemu..InsyaAllah.

Doakan kami!

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Happy Circle

Assalamualaikum WBT

Alhamdulillah, all praise due to Allah, only Allah. I invite everyone to a blog telling things my friends and I do for fun. It’s a very slowly progressing blog but why not support? you might get something out of it =) Kalau bukan ilmu yang diperoleh, semangat pun sudah memadai. happycircle.wordpress.com

If you don’t have any of this happy circle kind of thing around you, why not start one? seriously, between you and me, it actually is quite fun.

The latest post summary, ceramah entitled Ana Muslim.

1. Wajib untuk setiap Islam ambik Islam secara keseluruhan yakni bukan secara tempelan. Ini merangkumi segala aktiviti harian dari permulaan hari hinggalah waktu tidur. Firman Allah SWT;

Hai orang-orang yang beriman, masuklah kamu ke dalam Islam secara keseluruhannya, dan janganlah kamu turut langkah-langkah syaitan. Sesungguhnya syaitan itu musuh yang nyata bagimu.

(al-Baqarah : 208-209)

2. Setiap Islam harus peka dan laksanakan tanggungjawab terhadap segala bentuk tangungjawab yang dipikul yang mana, setiap seorang itu tentunya ada pelbagai tanggungjawab.

Contoh tanggungjawab adalah tanggungjawab ke atas diri, keluarga, harta, masyarakat, agama dan negara.

Rasulullah menjadi contoh utama dalam memegang tanggungjawab sebagai hamba, pemimpin, suami, ayah, sahabat, mentua, panglima perang dan lain-lain. Firman Allah SWT:

Demi sesungguhnya, adalah bagi diri Rasulullah SAW itu contoh ikutan yang baik, iaitu bagi orang yang sentiasa ingin mengharapkan keredaan Allah dan balasan baik di akhirat kelak serta ia pula banyak menyebut dan mengingati nama Allah (dalam masa susah dan senang).

(Surah al-Ahzab : 21)

3. Tanggungjawab utama setiap Muslim ialah selaku Khalifah di muka bumi. Allah berfirman;

Tidak Aku jadikan jin dan manusia melainkan untuk mengabdikan diri kepadaKu (Allah).

(Surah az-Zarriyat : 56)

dan Allah juga menyebut;

Ingatlah ketika Tuhanmu berfirman kepada malaikat: Sesungguhnya Aku hendak menjadikan seorang khalifah di bumi.

(Surah al-Baqarah : 30)

Selaku khalifah, wajib ke atas semua untuk memastikan undang-undang Allah SWT terlaksana di atas muka bumi.

Dan hendaklah engkau menjalankan hukum di antara mereka dengan apa yang telah diturunkan oleh Allah dan janganlah engkau menurut kehendak hawa nafsu mereka, dan berjaga-jagalah supaya mereka tidak memesongkanmu dari sesuatu hukum yang telah diturunkan oleh Allah kepadamu. Kemudian jika mereka berpaling (enggan menerima hukum Allah itu), maka ketahuilah, hanyasanya Allah mahu menyeksa mereka dengan sebab sebahagian dari dosa-dosa mereka; dan sesungguhnya kebanyakan dari umat manusia itu adalah orang-orang yang fasik

(Surah Al-Ma’idah : ayat 49)

…….Dan janganlah kamu menukar ayat-ayat-Ku dengan harga yang sedikit. Barangsiapa yang tidak menghukum menurut apa yang diturunkan Allah, maka mereka itu adalah orang-orang yang kafir.

(Surah Al Ma’idah : 44)

……Barangsiapa tidak menghukum perkara menurut apa yang diturunkan Allah, maka mereka itu adalah orang-orang yang zalim.

(Surah Al Ma’idah : 45)

……Barangsiapa tidak menghukum perkara menurut apa yang diturunkan Allah, maka mereka itu adalah orang-orang yang fasik

(Surah Al Ma’idah : 47)

Ada banyak lagi isi-isi penting yang diperoleh dari ceramah 2 jam Abang Naser, atas kelemah sendiri, saya tak dapat nak senaraikan semua. Mungkin ada sahabat-sahabat lain boleh kongsi sama.

Secara keseluruhannya, Prime Circle pertama ini dilihat sangat berjaya, makan pun sedap! InsyaAllah program-program sebegini akan diperbanyakkan lagi dalam mempelbagaikan corak circle yang sedia ada. Mudah-mudahan semua yang hadir pada hari berkenaan beroleh manfaat dan dapat dikongsi bersama sahabat-sahabat lain yang tak dapat hadir, dan harapnya yang membaca post ini juga beroleh manfaat.

Wallahua’lam

Walimatul Urus in Surrey

Assalamualaikum WBT

My wife and I went to Surrey yesterday with the company of Syahmi and wife witnessing Kak Nora’s big day. As this was our first time attending a kenduri kahwin in the UK, we didn’t mind travelling a couple of miles just to get there with my old white car or something i call Qaswa’. By the way when I come to think of it, it looks pretty much like Nohara’s car (Shinchan’s dad).

Rasulullah said to the nearest meaning in an hadith from Abdullah Ibnu Umar r.a,

Datanglah menunaikan jemputan apabila kamu dijemput kepadanya

So we arrived at about 12pm, good that the pengantin was not there yet but the hall was full of guests, whom some we had never met before. Most of them are from Surrey University I reckon.

The venue was a quiet room but who’d expect quiteness in a kahwin2 event. The Malays literally conquer the place, so no problem.

2 main dishes were served; laksa and nasik putih+ikan masin+ayam goreng rempah+kari ayam+sambal belacan+sambal udang+sayur2. Not bad eh? Looking at the backdrop and other preparations, the committee sure had worked hard for this special event.

The pengantin arrived, kompang hit, not the real one, mere mp3. But the atmosphere was still the same, as exciting, breathtaking as ever. seriously, it really felt like at home.

The Lovely Mempelai lelaki dan perempuan

Makanan pengantin nampak sedap

Syahmi, Juaini, Naili, Najib, Abang Ramizi, Kak Umi + Anak2 dengan pengantin

Wakil Southampton

Najib Naili at Surrey University

Great event, brilliant food, good looking pengantins, excellent weather, safe journey, everything was great. And to top it all up, we went to a Halal KFC in Woking (GU21 6GH)!

Syahmi and Juaini Happy Faces =)

To Kak Nora and Husband, congratulations on your wedding!

Semoga Allah menghimpunkan yang terserak dari keduanya, memberkati mereka berdua dan kiranya Allah meningkatkan darjat keturunan mereka menjadi pembuka rahmat, sumber ilmu dan hikmah serta pemberi rasa aman bagi umat

(Doa Nabi Muhammad untuk puterinya Fatimah dan Suami, Ali Abi Tolib)

Ok, later then!

Sudah bersediakah aku?

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Sudah lama benar aku meninggalkan blog ni..Bukan kerana tiada apa untuk diceritakan, tetapi yang hampir pasti, kelemahan diri yang sering mahu menangguh-nangguh menyebabkan aku tidak berjaya sehingga sudah untuk berkongsi perkembangan hidup.

Sudah tentu aku teruja untuk bercerita tentang the little one kami, tetapi ada sesuatu yang aku rasakan patut aku dahulukan, dan dikongsikan dengan semua.Sesuatu yang sangat meninggalkan kesan dan membuatkan aku berfikir sepanjang hari.

Dimulai dengan berita kematian seorang pengantin lelaki yang meninggal dalam satu kemalangan jalan raya setelah beberapa jam dinikahkan dengan bidadari pilihan hati,beberapa hari yang lalu. Sungguh, walau aku tidak mengenali kedua-dua pengantin lelaki dan perempuan, aku terasa sebak, dan sedih bagi si isteri yang belum sempat menikmati cinta yang ditunggu-tunggu dari si suami. Sudah tentu Allah itu adalah sebaik-baik perancang, namun membayangkan dugaan maha hebat si isteri, cukup untuk membuatkan aku mengalirkan air mata( of course bila abang tak ada je, boleh menangis sewenang-wenangnya).

Sebelum itu lagi, sahabatku yang tersayang, Ulfah Mansurah dan keluarganya, diuji dengan pemergian ayahanda tercinta, Dr Zainudin Jaafar yang juga sahabat baik abah..Kedua-duanya pernah bersekolah di KISAS (zaman KIK), namun pada tahun yang berbeza, tetapi apabila aku dan Ulfah sama-sama belajar di KISAS, ukhwah antara abah dan Uncle Zainudin bertaut semula.

Abah dan mama ada melawat uncle Zainudin di Brunei, semasa beliau sudah didiagnosis dengan kanser. Dalam keadaan kesihatan yang sebegitu pun beliau masih bercerita tentang buku yang akan ditulisnya apabila sihat nanti. Motivasi yang sungguh tinggi, sehingga kita yang tidak sakit ni pun berasa malu. Few months later, I was glad to hear the news that uncle was getting better, and was able to walk, a very good progress, seemed promising. I met him during our walimah too, and that was in August.

Sebulan kemudian, semasa aku masih di Kuching, Ulfah telefon, mengkhabarkan berita kemasukan uncle ke ICU, dan tidak sedarkan diri since then.Sehinggalah beliau dijemput Allah lebih kurang sebulan yang lalu. Ujian Allah memang ke atas hamba-hambaNya yang kuat. Ulfah yang ku tahu memang kuat semangat orangnya.Dalam keadaan dia seorang diri di Malaysia dan ahli keluarga lain semuanya di Brunei, sudah cukup untuk mendidik gadis ini. Dan itu membuatkan aku rasa bersalah. Not being able to help, to console her with words, or with warm hugs..Ulfah, if you are reading this, Im so sorry darling for not being able to be there for you.

Jumaat lepas aku dikejutkan pula dengan berita pemergian Ustaz Arman. Satu demi satu berita kematian.Aku tergamam sebenarnya bila dapat berita kematian ustaz dari facebook sahabat lain. Antara percaya atau tidak. Ustaz Arman masih muda, dan aku sendiri tidak tahu kalau-kalau beliau ada sakit yang kronik. Ustaz tak pernah mengajar aku dalam kelas semasa di Maahad Hamidiah dulu, tapi Ustaz memang glamour di kalangan pelajar.Mungkin kerana kehebatan ustaz bila bagi tazkirah di masjid.Memang best. Serius, tetapi tetap ada jenakanya. Yang aku ingat, ustaz memang panggil budak lelaki dengan panggilan “syeikh”. Sahabatku di Jordan mengkhabarkan yang Ustaz Arman yang telah berkhidmat sebagai pegawai MSD Jordan, mengalami brain dead setelah diserang strok..

Dan yang terakhir, berita kematian Ukasyah, anak sulung Mawaddah dan Hafiz,kedua-keduanya masih belajar di UIA Kuantan. Aku bukan kenalan rapat mereka, malah tidak pernah bersua muka. Aku hanya silent reader di blog mereka, hasil blog hopping dari blog Ipin dan Tiqah. Dan harini aku terkejut tatkala terbaca ucapan takziah dari pembaca lain kepada kedua pasangan muda ini. Ukasyah juga sudah menjadi tetamu Allah, di usia 3bulan setengah.Yang aku dari blog-blog lain, puncanya kerana tersedak susu semasa si nursery..Sekali lagi aku menangis.Sebak membaca post terakhir dari Mawaddah, sebelum pemergian Ukasyah, yang menceritakan keseronokannya membelikan baju-baju baru buat anaknya..Ya Allah, berilah sebesar-besar kekuatan pada Mawaddah dan Hafiz..

“ Tidak ada satu musibah pun yang menimpa di muka bumi dan tidak pula pada dirimu melainkan telah tertulis di dalam kitab (Lauh Mahfuz) sebelum Kami menciptakannya. Sungguh, yang demikian itu sangat mudah bagi Allah. (Kami jelaskan yang demikian itu) agar kamu tidak berdukacita terhadap apa yang luput darimu dan supaya kamu tidak terlalu bergembira terhadap apa yang Dia berikan kepadamu. Dan Allah tidak menyukai setiap orang yang sombong lagi membanggakan diri.”

Surah Al-Hadid : 22-23

Tapi, jika aku yang diuji, adakah aku akan kuat? Aku tak boleh bayangkan jika aku kehilangan abang, mama,abah, adik beradik,mahupun sahabat2ku..Aku sering tanyakan pada abang “ Will you be sad if I die?”

Dan abang selalu menjawab dengan selamba “Yes, don’t die”.Huhu.

Do you mean it abang? Tapi yelah, tanya banyak2 kali pun, mesti abang malas dah nak layan.

Allah..aku jadi takut..Takut pada mati?Adakah aku cintakan dunia? Aku rasakan aku sangat lalai dalam beribadah..Nak2 di musim-musim sejuk begini, rasa sakit-sakit badan bile keluar dari duvet..Rasa seperti ajal itu masih jauh, lupa pada hakikat yang malaikat maut sentiasa menjenguk ku.. Bila sampai masaku nanti, adakah baik matiku, atau hina matiku? Adakah aku dapat menjadi ketua bidadari suamiku di syurga, atau diseksa Allah di neraka? Nauzubillah..

Jika untuk hari ini, kita masih belum mengingati mati, mari kita beristighfar sejenak..

ASTAGHFIRULLAHALAZIM..Matikanlah kami dalam iman Ya Allah..

New member

Assalamualaikum WBT and Hi all

The last thing I’d imagined myself at the age of 21 was getting married.

The last thing I’d imagined myself at the age of 22 was being a father-to-be.

Alhamdulillah, all praise are only due to Allah. I remember calling mak quite a few times listening her saying the same words

“dah nak jadi bapak kitak jib…”

“you’re about to become a father jib (najib)”

Deep inside, I know mak still couldn’t believe her baby child is about to have a baby himself and in the first place, her son married?

Alhamdulillah, mak, abah, mama and abah have always been supportive, it might have not been easy for us surviving without their encouragement and help.

He or She is not ‘here’ with us yet, still hiding in her mummy’s tummy,

but I would like to introduce the new member soon gonna join us here,

He/She has been doing great so far. Recently, Naili had spotted movements from her tummy, and I for once, saw it!

I pray to Allah SWT to give excellent health, strength and blessings for my wife and my child. I thank Allah for the great gift and opportunity which I will cherish to the end of my life.

Ok later alligator.

Love Story

Assalamualaikum WBT and Hi all!

I’ve got friends who are now married, friends who are ‘progressing well’, friends who are in ‘ana-anti relationship’ and quite a number in undefined unknown relationships.

Whichever relationship you are in, hope you find this word doc useful.

Kisah Cinta Nabi SAW

Save or open it first, then read it straight away cause if you don’t, you’ll never find the time to actually read it.

I hope you find it useful. If you don’t feel like reading it now, keep it for youreference in the future.

Indeed, Rasulullah is the best role model of all time.